I have this desire to go to church, however, I haven't found a church that I feel comfortable in. The last one I attended wasn't very good for fellowship for me and my family. I went through a nasty divorce and the pastor (or anyone in the church for that matter) never even called me one time to see how I was doing. The church was about 7 houses away from where I lived. It was a Methodist church.

I think it's better to not care that much about this since in the end you are the one who will have to carry your own cross. Many people are so oblivious of anything happening to them, so you shouldn't worry that much about this. It's not pleasant to have the community not notice you struggle, but it made you the strong woman you are. If you really feel like going to the church, just go there and meet the Lord. The others are just scenery if you want to call it like this.

It's sad to see they didn't care, maybe they were busy with their own miseries. This shouldn't keep you from the church since you seem to want to go there again.

I'd just go and feel good about how nicely I have survived such a hard time.