Hello,
This is the first time I wrote an public journal.
I am a little nervous and excited to be writing this.
I was going to wait until the start of June to start this but I wanted to start this soon.
I will start with Monday 05- 29-07- Pork Chop, my 5 year old female toy yorkie, my baby and my life, is the sunshine of my life and apple of my eye. She only weighs 6 pounds but she is all muscles. She is funny, full of boundless energy, love and so much more. I love her so very much!
Pork Chop came walking in the living room with a raw hide last night it looked funny it was sticking out of her mouth! lol she is a funny little woman. It scared me at first I didn't know whats wrong with her mouth scared me. lol
Here is another story on Pork Chop, I was laying long ways on the couch and you I am sure have seen the cowboys jump from the roof on to their horses, well Pork Chop has these plush toy soccie balls she likes to play with some are black and white, some white and powder blue etc, I had on of her soccies in my hand not 1 but 3 times 2 on my arm and 1 on my shoulder she jumped in my stomach no matter how many times I get on to that kid she wont listen. lol I was fine, it hurt but o.k. I know it was an accicdent. lol :lol:
I love butterflies, we have these brown ones with pretty designs my friend "Bobbie" said those are monarch butterflies, I thought those kind of butterflies where the bigger ones with the yellow/ back and blues in them.
I saved 5 last year and 7 this year, mom and I are finding them in the water buckets we leave out for our other critters, guess the butterflies are trying to get a drink and they fall in.
One I was going to let go 3 times kept flying back on me, my arm or shirt, I remember that saying, "If you love something set it free, if it comes back to you it was meant to be"... I may have got that wrong, it has been a many good years since I heard that saying.
We had to run erands yesterday mom and I we went to Kentucky fried chicken, got the 1 big breast, she got double potatoe salad and I got beans and mash potatoes and gravy with mine, we sat at Minyards while we ate and then went in, there was some mean looking thunder clouds and we got what we needed and finally went in line, this sweet woman who has checked us out for many years waited on us this day and I don't know what was said but mom yelled CRAP! I looked at her and said MOM! We're really close, best friends and she said that's not a cuss word our friend Lynn the cashier I was telling you about said oh I am use to hearing bad words my husband worked for the rail road station, she is divorced with 2 grown sons in the service and I told her I was kidding with mom but she knows that you can tell she enjoys I and moms bannering. She said it again oh CRAP! Mom did, she got really red in the face, boy was I having fun with her. lol
And then this real sweet man in his 80's probably maybe 70's insisted in carrying our groceries out for us, we said we appreciated very much but we didn't want him to get wet and he insisited so we said o.k. and mom and I where talking to her and mom was talking about how crazy our weather was and mom said the wind is really picking up, OH this is so funny she really left her self open for this, I said no mom, the wind is coming from you talking so much! She had the funniest look on her face.
I guess I have been watching to many "Sonny and Cher Bono" comedy varity shows. I am a BIG fan of both of them and love their shows. Mom and dad got me I need to get the second complete dvd set. I have lost count how many times I have watched these d.v.d's... Mom calls me Sonny... lol
We stopped at this old convince store that we freqently shopped in when I was younger we haven't been to since late 70's WOW! hasn't really changed just seems smaller then I remember maybe they put new counter stands in for candies or maybe was just so many people in there. But I got dad his newspaper and we where going to get gas but mom had trouble with the pumps it was raining and cold mom said come on will get it tomorrow. It was pouring down when we came home, boy was I glad to be home! I know mom was, my dad and the kids, fur kids, feathered and finny kids. lol
Wanted to explain that on the kids.
I helped put the groceries up, then I got some ice in a bag with a towel around it, relaxed and rested my foot. I watched The Sonny and Cher shows and then recorded my "Twlight Zone".
We walked the kids, only Drito 1 of my parents fur kids and "Happy" mom's devlish male pom.
Boy! Do I have some funny and sweet things well not on "Happy's part to tell you about them.
Before that I was on the p.c. and mom later told me dad was worried about our chow chow a choclate sweet chow who has a skin condition dermitis its a bad skin disease that humans can't catch but his hair fell out some grew back and it will never grow back like it should, skin burns, itches, gets red and its painful we have it under control with medication but he is so pitful looking but he is the sweetest gentlest chow our vet said he has ever met. Every one loves him at the vets office.
My parents has 3 indoor kids, Drito we think is a mix cocker spanial not sure, "Happy" a crazy male pom and Haddie a mix lab that is sweet and been abused before came here wants attention and wants nothing more then to be loved. Chewbacca is our chow and Wolf Man he is a mix our friend Ricardo's brother Carlos loved and wanted him but once he became a handful Carlos couldn't care for him and my parents said they would take Wolf Man in. Carlos liked the old wolfman, dracula movies. lol
That's how Wolfie as my parents call him got his name.
Chewie came down here, was shy and bashful he finally one day decided to stay we put posters up etc and couldn't find his owners we have ideas what we think happen but we're not sure. And Haddie she was in the front of our property one cold November I couldn't get her out we left food and water the next day I couldn't stand it I went in taking a chance and gentlely pulled the little woman out and carried her home. There is more saddness to her story I will tell you Ladies later on.
"Happy" was brought home after moms male and best friend ChoCho passed on she was devasted and it took her a good while to come around on "Happy" we thought we where going to name him Bashful he was so shy turned out Happy is a better name for the little man he is so happy all the time unless he is mad at me. lol
Pork Chop, how she got her name was from her sister Little she loved pork chops so in memory of her and I loved the name I named P.C. Pork Chop.
I have some worries I think I told you Ladies I am having foot problems.
I have a knot on the side of my foot and it hurts, burns, stings and if I hit it WOW! Hurts! I will go to the podietrist tomorrow at 4:00 and see what he says it is. I don't know if it will mean surgery or a shot maybe just therapy so I may not be aroound much or at all. I'll let you all know o.k?
Well Pork Chop put a raw hide on the ground and I didn't see it, I was opening my window, our electric bills are ridiculous and I like to get fresh air beside to get the cool air in and I stepped on it with my sore foot OW! Well I fell forward just as I was opening my window, I have those windows where its the diamond shapes in them like in castles and I am grateful I did because I could have done a lot more damage, I cracked 3 panels and there is a hole in the one of the panels not a real big one but I have it covered with coard board and nothing can get in it. I haven't told dad yet! We've had so many problems. Mom knows but where waiting for the right time to tell him. He wont do anything bad but you know I am sure when you even done something accidently how you hate to tell your parents same here. We have a friend Ricardo he can fix it but he has a job, his family, home and is so busy.
Oh Man I was sick and cried when I seen it! I felt so horrible! I will have trouble sleeping for worrying about this. Then waiting and worrying what the Dr will tell me.
What happen is at night we're opening our windows and I have a intercom in my house and my parents have one in their room we leave it on down all night long if I need them I yell help! Dad was worried about some one coming in abducting me and taking me well you get the picture, you here so much on that. Dad wanted Ricarco to put a stick in it so we could open it so much and no one could open it any farther but when you open it, makes a lot of noise and its dark and we have our dogs outside. Sure all will be safe.
My dad had double hernia back 3 months ago and he has this big knot on his side the family Dr and the Dr who did his surgery don't know what it is but doesn't think it is anything bad! I am so mad and aggervated at them! You'd think they should and would know. I am not coming down hard on Dr's please don't think that/ I am so grateful for them. Just aggervating when they don't know on something like this. I think being a Dr is wonderful and admire them for their dedication, hard work and caring to help people.
He hurts in his back, stomach and sides so worried he thinks he has Cancer but wont go, mom said look at Lance Armstrong he is fine now. I am really scared and so worried about him! He is so hard headed. He gets so angry if you try to talk or he thinks you're trying to make him go.
Well that's all for today... Wednesday- 05 -30- 07 coming up next...
thank you for reading. I hope I didn't bore all of you.
PEACE ON EARTH!
Dejavu

"Dejavu's 2nd Public Journal entry"
"Wednesday -05 30- 07"

Hello Friends,
This is my 2nd entry and looks like I will finally get caught up I hope.
I woke up, nervous and worried that dad might remember my window, remember what I said about wanting to put the stick in my window where no one could come in? He didn't say anything about it. (Big sigh) of relief.
I came in my parents house and heard them talking about Drito, my alarm went off inside me, Oh no whats wrong with her, mom said when she first seen her eye she thought it wasn't there it was the way the shadows hit her eyes, she said Pork Chop seen it I put her down in the living room with Nanny Drito as we call her and Happy with the baby gate up and went to the ladies room, she was already over there licking on Drito's eye, she loves Drito and Drito loves her, I looked at her eye and it looked like skin was over growing it scared me to death, we took all 3 kids outside and she seemed fine, her eye kept looking better but squiting it and it was watering.
Dad asked how my eyes was I said fine, I wanted to cancel because I didn't think there was no need for a check up again. And we needed to take Drito, pay the taxes and my foot hurt, last time we where there, nobody was there we waited for an hour for him. Mom and I got really aggervated. I didn't feel like waiting again I don't feel well with my foot.
We took her at 4:00 she is fine has a infection and cold in it gave us some meds she be cleared up pretty fast they said. Boy we where so grateful they took us so fast and that our baby will be o.k.
And we got the taxes down. Yippie! And we had to go two diffrent directions the one fartherest away dad went inside with us and was lookingout the window, he almost told us lets go he seen a strange cloud and looked like what could have been a funnel cloud disapeared. Thank goodness it wasn't and since all was well we stayed and got that taken care for another year. There was a lady in front of 5 people she was talking to us real sweet and every time some one would get up we'd scoot to the next chair felt like we where playing musical chairs. And there was this Gentleman with his father in a wheel chair reminded me of mom and I friendly bannering. real sweet son / father relationship.
And the lady behind me went up there and you could tell she was angry they didn't send her papers on property and was charing her for being late or something I felt so sorry for her. She said if you'd sent me the papers I'd payed by now! I hope all turns out o.k. for her.
Boy it was rainning so bad when we got out we could hardly see. We had to go down town and I didn't want to but dad needed papers to protest how much our land taxes are. We made it there and back and it finally as we where coming home was alright and stopped but I was glad to get home. On my aunt Mimi's street they where cutting limbs I was worried about the kids it was hot because the lights went off but they where on. No big damage here just a bunch of limbs fell.
I know men feel responsible for their wife, children, homes etc and feel un edeqrate as a men, husband, father and provider but my dad is trying and he works hard but its tough trying to make ends meet everything is so high ! But he gets so moody and such an arrogant attitude with mom and I he said mom was getting the attitude and mom was trying to explain on the stupid taxes that she has everything separated and ready for him. he thought he was going to have to go by himself to do them and 2 days ago said he doesn't know what is wrong with me if I am depressed or what mom told him I didn't feel well I had that virial eye infection and my foot was hurting!
Men! Never understand them!
well, Pork Chop is waiting for me to play and I am going to record my Twilight Zone and get ready for tomorrow.
Mom, will get stitches out nothing serious a minor suregery on her face to get some things removed that is 10:15 am and my appointment is for 4:00.
write if it is not bad weather tomorrow if not will get caught up as soon as I can.
Peace On Earth!
Dejavu...

"Dejavu's Public Journal #3"
"For Thursday- 05 -31-07"

Hello,
It is 10:30 pm and was partly cloudy and hot today!
I didn't mean to write this so late, but I went to the podiatrist my apointment was for 4:00 and we got it at 5;15 to see the Dr. I had to fill out fourms, they ask a lot of questions on your health, I had to 4 times to answer questions I missed was getting embarrassing, i didn't like the recsepinist she had a attitude problem. Mom went to this Dr 5 years ago for many feet problems he moved not to far away across the street and changed people. The lady Jessica who took my blood pressure and pulse said it was good. I was taken to another room but they gave me these house shoes made out of styrohome real cute with funny faces and they where green. And the lady who took the x rays was being trained they took 2 of them, I had to wait to make sure the x rays took, they pyt this heavy cover on me like a big bib lol and Jessica asked if they did the e ray yet said yes, thank you for asking and she took that thing off me I asked said it was heavy. I had to wait for the x rays to develope and he came in mashed on my right foot asked what was the sorest area was the middle and he said I didn't have a fracture, thank goodness I had tintinitis. I didn' t know it would make a knot like that and could be in that area on your foot. I had it in both my shoulders and had to get a shot oh the shot hurt worse then the tentinitis! I cried from the shot hurt so bad.
but he said I would have to wear this big bulky boot, I said that's fine, anything to get well. I am sure all of you know what roller balls or blade boot look like that's what this looks like with out the wheels and its big, heavy and hot but if I can get well worth it!
I am wearing a sock with it and have extra pads s I can make it more comfy if need to, and a dail to make it tighter or looser if need be.
And I am taking mediction I have 60 pills the ills are : NALFON 200 MG PULVULE PED I am worried because the rare side effects they said you can have.
I will let you know how I am doing. O.k.?
I m watching my "Twilight zone" and I'll walk the kids, and take off my boot and Pork Chop and I will go to bed.
I have other things I'd like to write but will catch up tomorrow.
"Good Night" and peace on earth!
Dejavu.
Sorry so short, really tired.

Dejavu thank you so much for writing such nice and long entries in your journal. It's nice reading all about your personal life, problems and the things that make you happy.

I have copied the contents from the other diary thread so that you have one thread for the entire journal. It's easier for us to track all your progress this way

please use the button to reply to this thread whenever you want us to read some more of your interesting diary entries or you can use the small quick reply box down the page (does the same thing).

Can't wait to read some more, please don't keep us waiting

"Welcome June!" Please be a wonderful, safe and fun month for us all...
Thank you Romania for your sweet message and thank you for being patient with me.
I am sorry I didn't know how the board worked for sure.
I am so glad that you enjoy my dairy enteries and I am not boring or to long.
I am sick about what happen, I wrote a real long entry and it said something about the there was not entry for this. I will write you Romania and see if you can't reterive it. I am sure you can't but if some how it is on the p.c maybe you can. I had all kinds of things to tell all of you about sorry. I'd try to do it over but I am so tired and my foot hurts.
thanks for your patients. I"ll get caught up...
Peace on earth,
Dejavu.

testing to make sure this is working...

Well, I am afraid the message is lost

As a general guideline when you write a huge message, try to select all the message and COPY it and only then hit submit. This way, if something happens, you can paste it back. Or .. better .. open a word document and SAVE it while you're writing it. This way no surprises can happen. I had my share of lost messages too on various forums, so i just save a lot

Romania,
Thank you my friend, for taking time out of your busy schedule to looking up my lost enteries. That was a very kind thing of you to do and I appreciate it greatly.
I will remember and do as you suggeted because these lost enteries are no fun!
:x
I am sorry friends I have not been on #1 has been raining a lot and even with a surge plug I am scared to leave the p.c. plugged up and it's hard holding my baby and trying to type! She is really scared of the thunder, lighting and rain...
#2 P.c has been acting up and I have been having trouble getting on and my foot has especially at night been giving me trouble hurting. I dread going to bed because that is when it seems to hurt the most.
I will try to get caught up and keep caught up.
Will close this for now and will on note pad write my message and post it.
Peace on Earth,
Dejavu...

"Hello Friends",
I am so sorry I have been so delayed on writing in my jornal. It has been really hard to do with everything going on.
I am glad my other enteries got lost for yesterday because I feel really bad complaining but some times you just want to scream! My dad is really a grand guy, his mom was an invalid and he was raised by diffrent relatives that has very diffrent and strange ideas on things he mostly lived with diffent people so I am guessing that is where the pecuilar ways he has came from.
He went to "Walmart for us and got our groceries that we need and we appreciated it. He got me this really cool book "Disney "Pirates
Of the
Caribbean"
"The Complete visual Guide" OHHHHHH! it has some handsome pictures of Johnny in his pirate suite. Tells about his clothes, where the beads came from about his hat! OHHHHHHHHH! I love it! So neat! Dad said maybe he'll come our way on a tour for some reason and I can get him to sign it, also my 2 dvds of his Pirate movie! I am a big Johnny Depp fan. I was so surprised and touched and felt horrible for complaining about him. I love him and sure I'll complain more. I try and remember his wonderful ways and good qualities and not complain, get irrited or angry with him. But it's so hard to do at times.
Dad, had to mail some important things today at the P.o. and I am also a Star I have the trilogy of the 3 movies Star Wars, The Empire and Jedi and dad got mom and I these cool stamps with Han Solos ship, Darth Vader, Cepee threo , Yoda Luke, Han and Chewbecca, Ben, they look like paintings and there beautiful! These I will not use, I have a photo album or I will get a scrape book and leave them on the page they came on and put them in it to preserve them.
They are beautiful! Was so sweet of him. I love things like that.
Mom and I love him so very, very much, please don't misunderstand me. He is just a difficult but at the same time, such a good person, would give the shirt off his back for family and friends, caring, thoughtful, giving and so much more as a person, husband, father and friend. I do love him so much. He is worth the aggervation. Just need to complain.
Nothing really happen today we had a really bad thunder and lighting storm, mom had to put Haddie in the my dads office early in the morning she gets so scared and climbs the bed and goes to diffrent rooms trying to find a safe place. I had to put her in a room we have where we store things, I put 2 fans out there with water and food it was already cool, guess because it was raining and made it cool and with the fans it was almost cold. But she loved that.
I had so much trouble sleeping, I dread going to sleep at night because I know my foot is going to hurt me so bad, it feels like some one is twisting the bones and sticking needles in my foot. I feel asleep and I woke up early in the morning it was still dark and I was sure the pain would have stopped but it didn't I was hurting worse. Guess I some how feel asleep again.
And Mom and I watched 1 movie last night before we went to bed. "How The West Was Fun." With Mary Kate and Asley Olsen, such a cute movie. Have any of you ever seen it? I like most their movies. Clean, fun and cute movies.
My appointment is not going to be Tues. June 21 at 2:00 it will be Tues. June 26 at 9:20 am I will let you ladies know how things turn out. The knot on my foot seems to be going down, I can mash or rub it seems to hurt less. YESSSSS!
Dad, did make me mad when we called he was mad acting, we thought what know? He claimed he was mad at the Dr he said we where 2 hrs when in fact we where there only hour and a half, you all know how it is at the Dr's office, had to take x rays and wait for it to develope. Them went to Minyards to get my prescription filled and that took 10 min. we where late getting home to feed the kids but tonight we didn't feed them until little after 7:00.
He didn't say bless your heart or how I was feeling he acted aggervated because I had my boot on. I don't undertstand him, I know he loves mom and I very much but the way he acts, things he says can be very hurtful. Way he acted really hurt my feelings.
Well that's all for now. I'll do my best to post this.
I played soccie with Pork Chop and Happy trying to get their minds of the storm and Drito it doesn't bother her one way or the other.
"Good Night" and Peace on Earth!
Dejavu.

It is Monday June 4 2007 at 5:16 pm.
WOW! I can't belive it is another new month, went by so fast!
It is thundering some so I probably wont be on today, it looks like rain and I had to put Haddie in that little room we have with a fans and water. I wanted to let you Ladies know.
Nothing much to really report that happen today.
Dad was in a real good mood, I pugged his shaver and put it on the sink, I thought mom unplugged it to do dry her hair and forgot it, he just didn't wont it on the sink but he was really nice about it and ask me please don't do that, put it on their dresser.
And we went to the bank and was going to get some groceries and we had did that and got egg rolls at Jack and The Box and came home, he had errands to run he asked us to get things we needed and leave the bones, etc some things to him, we did.... I seen our cashier friends, Dorthy 1 of her sons is getting ready for his wedding was a small one then turned in to a big wedding, then we met Lynn her trip went well. She is home safely and had a wonderful time.
Dad has been in a good mood all day~!
I need to go Happy is throwing up I need to make sure he is o.k. it is not food so think he is, probably the storm upsetting his tummy anf dad is at the grocery store, probably on his way back!
See you tomorrow or when this rain stops.
Take care of you and yours.