Magical Monday..
I just love Monday. A new start for business, new adventures everywhere.
Today I found a great place for women only where I can meet new friends and form loving, supportive bonds with other women.

I am very excited about this new twist in the road of my life. I do so enjoy meeting new people and sharing joy, wisdom and laughter with them.

I know today will bring many exciting adventures to me.

That's the great thing about Monday, it's always full of gifts.

Tonight is Tae Kwon Do class, oh how I love TKD. I am so amazed at the changes in my body. I feel like a kid with strong body, mind and spirit.. ready to run, jump, kick and punch.

I feel like a toysrus kid, never growing up, just growing in fun, adventure and joy.

I'll be back later to tell you more of my adventures of the day Dear Diary, until later.. keep that smile going.


Love and Gratitude,
Donna

I have had a mental break through.
I just realized that my thinking has indeed changed.
I was sitting here getting email and say a payment. I said it had to happen. It could do nothing else but work as this was my desire.
I looked at my home on the vision board and realized that it too has to happen, it can do nothing else, it is my desire.

I then realized how my thinking/believing has changed over the past few years. I used to think that life was a series of lessons I had to go through to understand myself and God.
I don’t think this anymore.
I have come through many thoughts and beliefs to get where I am right now. I know this is the right track.

I have reworked my subconscious with new thoughts, new beliefs, new expectations about myself, life, God, reality.

I understand that all is already mine for the experiencing. Everything already exists in the molecular building blocks, waiting my desire to move into my experience so that I may interact with it.

Being in vibration harmony with my desires is the result of knowing on a soul level that God holds nothing back from me. There is no blame, guilt, shame, wrong, right.
This is love and then there is that which is not love.

I believed life to be hard so I experienced it that way.
Now I am shifting into easy and fun and life is following.

I wrote last night that Tae Kwon Do was spiritual, mental and then the body follows. This is also how the rest of life works.

I think that people who don’t believe in god think there is no one to help them, they feel they are alone and life is hard.
Our view of god represents our view of the world and how it works.

I look at Terri, she always had her eye on the prize. She knew she would be rich and have lots of children. She accepted nothing else. She held onto that vision and it came to pass.

I grew up seeing injustice everywhere and feeling the need to fight against it. I thought life was hard and one fight after another, thus this is what I experienced. I thought I was too weird for people to love and thus, I attracted people who viewed me this way.

I also see that as I serve the whole, the greater good, I serve myself. There is no competition, we all get the same all you can eat buffet. The buffet is set out for everyone, it’s up to each of us to choose what to put on our plate and how much of it we desire to interact with.

Bottom line, poor people think poor, rich people think rich.
Well people think healthy, sick people think sick.
Happy people think happy, unhappy people think unhappy.


Life is one giant buffet, all you can eat. It’s my choice what to put on my plate. If I don’t like it I can let it go and get something else.

Thank you Great Spirit for these insights.
I asked last night before going to sleep for answers and I am grateful for them.

This is a very good place.

Awesome ideas donna .. So glad to read your diary, it's very interesting

TKD? Nice .. I practiced Karate Shotokan for 5 years and hope to be back in the game soon .. maybe I can drag you to http://www.martialartlinks.com/forums (our MA community)

Thank you. I will check out the MA forum.
I love TKD> Been at it for 1 1/2 years. I started a few months after my 50th birthday.
It's the hardest thing I've ever done. LOL
Master Lee moved to the US 5-6 years ago and we all just love him. He is such a delightful master.
He has lots of patience with us.
I am amazed at what I can do. I was always much more of a reader/thinker than so much physical.
My favorite things are round kick spinning back hook kick and punching through a board with my fist.
Just love that rush.

smiles,
Donna

Dear Diary,
I have had a most interesting last several days.
My puppy, TinkerPoo passed over and I was feeling very sad. I still feel her presence when I get up in the morning and sometimes I feel her jump on my lap while I'm watching tv.
I know she will always Be, as energy is forever.

Yesterday was bitter sweet as we had a going away party for Ms. Peckup. She leaves in a few days for a year or more in Iraq.

How I year for this 'war" or whatever it is to end. I have never understood war and don't want to understand it.

I have been very busy creating new hair feathers for the holiday sales season. I had feathers all over the house before I finished.

Today I will end the listings for most of the jewelry in my store as Paula wants to take it all to work with her and sale it for me.
It's strange how slow Ebay has been this last few months.

The weather is getting cooler and it feels good. Zoe has been picking up the pecans in the backyard and making herself some extra money. Good for her.

Today she is going with a friend and his family to the mall to walk around. The boy's mother was a little shocked when I said Zoe could go as long as an adult stayed with me.
I don't think I am being too strict. A 14 year old boy and girl need to be supervised. They need the interaction of adults to show them how to respect themselves and each other.

Today I plan to lay low and relax. Yesterday was busy so I will chill, tag the jewelry and watch some tv.

This is a very good day

Sorry to hear about your loss. I cannot imagine my life without my 2 doggies