Today was a nice day considering I haven't gotten much food in my fridge and my house is a disaster area :lol: I am so sick and tired of waiting until the 1st and 3rd of every damn month in order to get a government assisted check! Once I pay all my bills what's left...bout $10.00 fucking dollars. WHAT IN THE HELL AM I SUPPOSED TO DO THE REST OF THE DAMN MONTH?!! :evil: The government don't give a damn about helping those that are trying to do better. Heaven forbid I actually find a job I work for a week and they start taking shit away! Thanx to that stupid Motherfucker Bush it doesn't seem like this war will EVER end! He's always on my damn television and I just want to beat the chicken shit out of him. For all you Non- Americans I can see why you think we've lost our rabbit ass minds..we'd have too be in order to let this asshole continue to run our country into the damn ground!! Talk about 'Where's Bin Laden' Hell I know where he is....THE WHITE HOUSE! Him and Dumbass probably up in there having a high old time and I do mean 'HIGH'

If I'm not mistaken we are the FIRST country to be run by a crackhead and an alcoholic! I'm just glad I didn't vote for his sorry ass. Anyway, Enough about him. As ya'll can see I have alot of umm...not good feelings about him. :lol: I'm so ready to vote his ass out of that White House it ain't even funny. I'm torn though between Hilary and Barrack Obama. Shit I'd vote for Mickey Mouse if he was running...ANYBODY is better than the idiot that's in there now.

It's really nice to have a diary that I can write in and express my feelings without being censored. There will be times that my diary will be filled with me just talking about nothing in particular. :-)

This just isn't one of those times! :lol:

~Marlene

Hi hi .. don't worry. Our president is also an alcoholic and I doubt his intellectual abilities too :lol:

So sorry to hear about your financial problems. I am still struggling myself with many issues like that and I can totally relate. At least the state does something for you .. in Romania many people who should have state support for being sick or disabled have to beg on the streets .. I myself am forced to have private pension too and pay for that, plus what I pay for the stupid state pension. It's a total mess and these imbecils only care about their new Monet and Bentley. People are living off 300 USD wages in a country where the prices are the same as in your country and even bigger in some cases. It's a s...t indeed.

I hope you will have some good days too. Please feel free to vent and express yourself. It's a private area (no guest view) and it's your little place

yep.. it sure helps to write, knowing guests can't read... every body got financial troubles! it's so unfair.... i can't imagine what life would be if everything was free....

i'm learning to do crochet and you know it's a really good hobby, if you could do that, maybe you could sell your products afterwards?? or soap making, knitting... etc etc...